wearewhowewerewhen

I present a dichotomy. Or, I seem to. I throw character curve-balls to keep people from getting close. I think I want more people to get close. I have a pretty large and awesome group of friends. We do dumb stuff, and it is fun. I feel selfish about it though, cheap, because I think that the reason we're doing so much recently is so that "Schramm isn't thinking about her." I would not say that it is affecting anyone - well, besides me - but the very fact that the above comes to peoples' minds worries me. This is not typical by any stretch of the imagination. I do not know if I should be proud about it, but I am known for bouncing back fast and very much complete. 

So here I go throwing another loop.